lately;

I feel like I only ever have anything to say when things aren't good or I'm not in a good mood. But things have been really good, therefore, no update in a while. Everything with baby Sebastian is going along really well. Only thing to do is wait til he's born. Josh and I are just enjoying the last few weeks of our "freedom."

I don't really talk to or hang out with anyone. But I like it better this way. I don't really feel like most of the people in my life were really grasping the fact that I'm starting a family and don't really enjoy all the things that I used to. It's weird. Somewhere between coming to terms with the reality of being a Mom and not wanting to "grow up" I realized I can only "grow up". It's not as bad as people think it is. Your whole thought process seems to change and different things become important/meaningful- like family. I'm very happy with where I am at in my life right now. I can say I really am content.