they say, "best friends means friends forever"

it goes to show that no matter how long you've known someone or how close you are to them, they'll still end up leaving you.

THAT'S what i want to say. i want to have a bad attitude. but that's not really how i feel.

everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and i definitely didn't expect everyone to be on my side about my pregnancy, but i also didn't expect my own best friend since 2nd grade to one day say, "you don't have morals/you fucked up  your life/i don't agree with what you're doing."

i'm not going to hate her for it, i'm not trying to make her out to be "the bad guy," but i'm not really left with many other choices. she was the one person that i would have hoped to back me up on this, to at least support me through this. but so far she's been the only person to shame me for it.

i don't even know what to say about it. of course it sucks, of course there are times where i want to scream and cry about it. but i can't. none of that will change it. none of it will make it better. all i can really do is look on the bright side.